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[30 Oct 2004|12:31am] |
i guess the reason i'm writin this is to get into the right mood to write my expos paper.
lately i haven't been going to class and i think it's catching up with me. calc i'm sorta behind and my ressitation teacher isn't much help cause she herself doesn't know how to do the problems either. jap class is also advancing quite faster then me. however, i seem to pick up where i left of pretty fast when i go to the class.
another lonely night, most of my friends have gone home and the rest are studying for exams. being by yourself feels both relaxing and horrible. it's given me way to much time to think. i think of love the most, recently. i think how it's fucked up that i can get attached so easily to the first girl that gives me the slightest bit of attention. i wish i could focus my attention on a girl though, but there doesn't seem to be a girl who i have a crush on at all. i especially feel like crap when i watch girly anime. it's so idealy romantic that you can't help but fall into the idea that there's a great love for you out there. i watch the good parts over and over. hmmm a little bit of romance in my life wouldn't hurt.
my birthday came and went pretty fast. i got most of my heart-felt sentiments a day after though. i still don't feel 18, which i imagine no one does when first turn.
there are these few girls i know that constantly go for the same asshole over and over again. even though they treat them like shit they're still infatuated with them. maybe i'm just jealous, jealous of having a girl care for you that much.
i guess i'm the kinda guy that can only want romance and never get any.
thats a depressing way to look at life, thank god i have other stuff to pre-occupy my time with.
some indpendent films i watch on ifc really piss me off. the have no point at all and they end so dumb. like the director is trying a lil bit too hard to be avant garde. it's just crap in my opinion. the film i watched today was about two people. one, has a family, thinks he's a coward living in his fathers shadow and they give a walk-through of his day. the other is just a complete ass hole. they meet and the coward kills the asshole. end...
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[23 Sep 2004|07:29am] |
suicide club - what a fucked up movie. makes you wanna slap every japanese person.
morning classes fuckin suck! i can't believe i thought having class at 8:10 would be okay. i was up till 4 hanging out with people. sleep is so fucked up. just as your starting to enjoy it you wake up. time to get 10 more mins of sleep before clsss.
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[10 Sep 2004|01:00am] |
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i've finished my expos work but at what cost. i still haven't done laundry, missed out on a party,..actually missed out on a bunch of parties. damn it
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[08 Sep 2004|12:59am] |
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today i signed up to be trained as a DJ by serome. it should be really fun cause a couple of my friends signed up with me. escrima class as well. so many damn bees in rutgers and they have a taste for my blood. classes are pretty good and books are crazy expensive. all i can remember right now and post. so goodnight
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[02 Sep 2004|01:46am] |
so the first couple of days have past and just wanted you guys to know how everything is goin. move in was pretty smoothe. i brought alot of people with me so i didn't really do any work. orientation sucked cause it was so humid outside and i was wearing jeans. then the other orientations i didn't bother going to. i realized that my dorm is the worst of all the others in busch campus. i dont even shower there. i go to my friend's suite and use her shower. plus so much partying. the first two days i drank alot at this one frat. they seem like a cool bunch of kids. thinking of pledging but dunno. wow i think i hang out with way too many asians. like all the people i've met are asian. we play mafia and drink and crack up on jews. my first two classes i've had we're alright. my friend from haiti was there and we we're making fun of the teacher cause we can't understand a word she says. next was the bio lecture. if the class is anything like the lecture i'm pretty sure i'm gonna fall asleep every class.
i'm thinking of becoming a genetics major... someone please tell me if this is a good decision.
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| Claudia - "My dad's meat is awesome" |
[28 Aug 2004|01:19am] |
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well i've said most of my goodbyes, i'm almost packed, and now i should be going to sleep but fuck it. today i bid adieu to sweet lady arcade. it was a good time with 2 of my best friends and my brother. then afterwards a couple quick errands and then i ate the nastiest tomato every made. like it tasted like plastic, paint, and pesticide. why i didn't spit it out i have no clue.
then after passing out for a couple hours.
people came over and some great memories were made. i actually took a lot of pictures. if ya want any of them just let me know. then when everyone was left except me, ben, and ezra we had one last game of street fighter alpha 3. our childhood ends the same way it began. with street fighter.
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[26 Aug 2004|01:10am] |
so maine was just how i expected it. i guess i've just become disillusioned by all the grandure that is maine. i mean it was beautiful, but that's it. it's new jersey but with more wilderness. i was able to take alot of nice pictures though. i suppose just like church, the only reason i would go would be to spend time with my family.
i left maine quite early. i slept through most of the car ride home except for those few moments where we almost crashed.
when i got home yesterday people came over and we played alot of videogames. that was really great, it's been awhile since so many people came over my house.
i'm actually still not ready for college. i haven't even begun to pack clothes. today i bought one of those yafa storage things for my dorm. still alot to do in the next couple of days. hopefully everything goes smoothly... actually i don't know what time i'm suppose to show up rutgers on saturday.
i got really sad cause i spilt soda on my ps2. i'm such a geek.
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[20 Aug 2004|07:32pm] |
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hahaha i just had a ten min long argument with my mom about why i can't leave the house with just underwear and combat boots on.
a day just seems so much longer when you have a couple of naps. so today with only about 2 hrs of real sleep i accompanied ben for the 3rd time to get spare keys to his house. also had a little time at the arcade, yeah a day just doesn't seem complete without a visit from the ol'arcade. a short nap and off i was to nyc with my mom. we walked quite a bit today. from nyu medical center to macy's.
i saw this sign that said :if your anti-semitic your anti me: and it was a picture of a little asian baby. i got my hair cut pretty damn short. i hope people will love me the same way if not more. my mom and i had an interesting conversation about cerebral palsy. i had no idea my brother had such a high risk to get it when he was born. it also just makes you wanna get out there and live life. because people who have debilitating diseases can only dream of what we're capable of doing every day. had some really crappy thai food. and took another nap. god naps are so great.
tomorrow i'm off to maine for 2 days. i'm thinking i should be able to beat pokemon red in that time. i haven't gone to maine in so long. i really hated going cause there was nothing really fun to do and a good percentage of the time my aunts along with my mom with yell at us and say how horrible we were... fun shit.
so see ya guys in 2 days.
oh yeah i feel more loved here than in xanga. people acutally comment!
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| a farewell party even the gods would envy |
[20 Aug 2004|12:15am] |
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my day started at 2 with a phone call from claudia. she wanted me and ben to be the distraction for kenny while they plan out his surprise party. was pretty cool. we played red card.. which i was king at. i kicked so much ass :literally:. then we brought kenny to his party which was great. i got a stomach from sam and had some kick ass conversations with everyone. my favorites would have to be when i talked about all the anecdotes they had in the jay and silent bob flicks and also the conversations i had about hentai. claudia kept yelling at me for some reason even though i helped her out with distracting kenny and all ;_;. i also met up with ben rojo at white castle and we had a good sparring match :my face actually smacked against my knee:. i wish i had met these kids earlier instead of almost during graduation. i woulda been cool.
i must be the happiest kid in the world right now. i found my old pokemon red plus i also have super mario bros 3! two of the greatest games in the world.
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| it's 1:57 at night, what the hell else would i be doing |
[18 Aug 2004|01:57am] |
well yet again my day started at 4 in the afternoon. i woke up kinda rough because my mom had be trying to wake me up since 11 to try and get me to go eat sushi with her. kinda sick of jap food since yesterday. i ate in yoshinoya in times square. well today i had to do a couple errands with the ticking time bomb known affectionate called my saab. we brought my friend to game stop to trade in some games. big waste of time cause he only got credit for his game when he coulda gotten $102 and coulda paid for my lunch...sigh. then trip to the ol' ball and chain known to all circuit city. surprisingly all of people still remembered me and the gift card i lodged into the circuit city sign is still there. bought kill bill vol 2. great movie. i wish i could look like david carradine when i grow old.
yesterday was quite a day. it had it's highs and lows but any day i get outta the house and into the city is an euphoric experience. i got my ass served in soul calibur and i almost beat power stones. saw a hentai action figure for only $15 plus many a tempting anime trinket for the shopping enthusiast. also stoped at H & M where my friend bought some pin striped pants :h&m stand for homosexual male:. ended with some free running and a trip to the good ol'thai resturant for so mango chicken. yesterday was great cause i got to hang out with alot of cool people and the conversations were priceless
so about my car. my dad is really interested in selling it when i move away to college. i guess all the problems it's been having have made his resolve even stronger. the rims need to be replaced, the engine cooling fans don't work anymore, the radio security system has turned on me, and the check engine sign is still on. they wanna sell my car and my mom's and buy a bmw x3 http://www.bmwusa.com/vehicles/X3/25i
it's a nice car and all. i just hope i wont get stuck with the eclipse. i really loathe that car with a passion.
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[15 Aug 2004|09:11pm] |
this is weird. i mean it's almost exactly like xanga except you get more freedom. hmmmm just like i did with ex_3_pm i think i'll start this journal off with the classic guide to dating asian women. enjoy.
"On Dating Asian Women...
JAPANESE WOMEN
First date
She's shy, so you don't get to kiss her at all.
Second date
She'll take a bath in front of you and let you smell her panties.
Third date
You get to have kinky sex with her then she will bid you sayonara
as that was her fling before getting married to a Japanese man.
CHINESE WOMEN
First date
You get to buy her an expensive dinner but nothing happens.
Second date
You buy her an even more expensive but nothing happens too.
Third date
You don't even get to the third date and you have already
realized nothing is going to happen
VIETNAMESE WOMEN
First date
What first date? no such thing.
Second date
You get married to some girl you've never seen before from overseas.
Third date
You divorce, get paid $10,000 from her family (minus a percentage from the guy that set you up)... but only after you've helped them all immigrate to Canada or the U.S. - take your pick.
FILIPINO WOMEN
First date
It took you forever to get a date with this really hot chick (with
a killer bod) of your dreams, but she won't let you even kiss her.
Second date
She takes you to church and everyone thinks you're really cute
and such a nice guy; but you still haven't even kissed her... because she's a "proper girl."
Third date
You kiss for the first time, but miraculously she ends up pregnant
and you have to marry her or her cousins, brothers, uncles, etc...
will cut your penis off , and you keep wondering what happened!?
Even more miraculous: the kid IS yours!
KOREAN WOMEN
First date
She only went out with you cause she hates the steroid-pumped,
chauvinistic Korean guys that are always after her.
Second date
She flirts with all your friends, but ignores you.
Third date
She's dumped you and is going out with a black guy that is 3 times your size (in every way). She doesn't even "remember" who you are, neither do her friends... so you have no chance of ever going out again with a Korean chick cause they all talk and you were an asshole anyway.
THAI WOMEN
First date
You flirted with her while she was giving you a really bad lap dance at Fairbanks.
Second date
You go play pool, see a movie, or meet at a club and she tells
you how she is making so little money here, but better than her
computer programming job back in Thailand. You're not really
paying attention though because this is the first time you've seen
her in the light -- and without make-up, the smoky haze, and the
influence of alcohol... she is BUTT ugly!
Third date
She smiles and says hi as she passes you in Fairbanks while she's on her way over to the table with all the Chinese/Vietnamese gangsters. She'll spend the rest of the night lap-dancing/smoking/talking with them. You're afraid to look over because you think you'll get shot or jumped in the parking lot. You vow to never go to Fairbanks again, at least till your friend tells you about "this really hot chick he saw there."
And finally the ABC (American Born Chinese) WOMEN
First date
She met you in a group of people and you were the only Asian guy in the group. In fact you two are the only Asians in the group because you're both bananas(yellow on the outside, white on the inside). People think you two should go out cause you're
both "Chinese."
Second date
You go to dim sum, but neither of you can order because neither
of you speak Chinese. The waiters give you really bad service, and you don't get any specials.
Third date
It doesn't work out, because you're not Asian enough and she goes back out with some white guy she dated 5 years ago. Eventually they get married and the Asian population diminishes! Or she decides she's a lesbian and goes out with some really Bohemian white chick that's into alternative music ... and ends up fighting for some social cause for the rest of her life.
You marry an Asian girl and wonder what ever happened to your life ...er... money!!"
a few exagerrations and idiosyncrasies aside [filipino women, hot? tschyeah, right.], this is one of the few mediums of entertainment which i was lucky enough to enjoy this crappy, crappy day.
//thumb.. eye.. thrust.. YAY!
Chunky B bade this post into existence during the 02:09th hour of our lord.
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